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Double Exposure

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Fifteen-year-old Alyx Atlas was raised as a boy, yet she knows something others don't. She's a girl. And after her dad dies, it becomes painfully obvious that she must prove it now—to herself and to the world. Born with ambiguous genitalia, Alyx has always felt a little different. But it's after she sustains a terrible beating behind a 7-Eleven that she and her mother pack up their belongings and move from California to Milwaukee, Wisconsin, to start a new life—and Alyx begins over again, this time as a girl.
Alyx quickly makes new friends, earns a spot on the girls' varsity basketball team, and for the first time in her life feels like she fits in. That is, until her prowess on the court proves too much for the jealous, hotheaded Pepper Pitmani, who sets out to uncover Alyx's secret. A dangerous game of Truth or Dare exposes Alyx's difference and will disqualify her entire basketball team from competing in the state championships unless Alyx can prove, once and for all, that she is a girl. But will Alyx find the courage to stand up for the truth of her personhood, or will she do what she's always done—run away? Whatever she decides, she knows there's much more at stake than a championship win.
A stunning debut young adult novel from Bridget Birdsall, Double Exposure brings to light complex gender issues, teenage insecurities, and overcoming all obstacles.
Sky Pony Press, with our Good Books, Racehorse and Arcade imprints, is proud to publish a broad range of books for young readers—picture books for small children, chapter books, books for middle grade readers, and novels for young adults. Our list includes bestsellers for children who love to play Minecraft; stories told with LEGO bricks; books that teach lessons about tolerance, patience, and the environment, and much more. While not every title we publish becomes a New York Times bestseller or a national bestseller, we are committed to books on subjects that are sometimes overlooked and to authors whose work might not otherwise find a home.
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    • Kirkus

      September 1, 2014
      Alyx, an intersex teen, leaves California for Milwaukee to live as a girl for the first time. After being bullied by vicious Ricky "Prickman" and his crew for being a "faggot," Alyx and her mom decide she needs a fresh start. With a new last name and a new set of pronouns, Alyx moves with her mother to her grandpa and uncle Joe's Midwestern home. Tall and a lover of basketball, Alyx becomes quick friends with her school's varsity team, including pushy and dangerously hot-tempered Patti "Pepper" Pitmani. Background information about intersex conditions and Alyx's own experience of her body are woven easily into the text, informative without being either dry or sensationalistic. If anything, the author errs toward telling readers too little. Without much discussion of Alyx's sexual orientation, it is difficult to tell on what level slurs like "faggot" and "dyke" affect her. Similarly, Alyx's teammates and school authority figures' responses to her history being revealed are almost distractingly understated: Given Alyx's fears, the insistence that Milwaukee is a conservative town, and the national reality of gender-based bullying, having only one or two straw-man characters approach Alyx with any hostility comes across as both anticlimactic and difficult to believe. This necessary story is warmly told but occasionally feels incomplete. (Fiction. 14-18)

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    • School Library Journal

      October 1, 2014

      Gr 9 Up-After Alyx is attacked by the school bully, her mother decides they need a fresh start, and Alyx is ready. Born with ambiguous genitalia, Alyx has lived her life as a boy, but knows that her true identity is a girl. Her parents chose to do nothing when Alyx was a baby, not wanting to choose her identity for her. A move to Wisconsin gives her the opportunity to be her true self, a complicated undertaking. Patti, nicknamed "Pepper" because of her hotheadedness, befriends the young woman and encourages her to join the basketball team but quickly starts bullying the teen. When Alyx's identity is called into question, her past comes to light and threatens her basketball eligibility. Though the writing sometimes feels stilted and the story not always believable, the protagonist's feelings and conversations about her identity are poignant. She debates which locker room to use and uses words such as gender fluid, intersex, and genderqueer when she thinks about herself. At her lowest times, she feels neither male nor female or maybe both or like a mutant. Information about doctor's reports, reconstructive surgery, and the way people have treated her provides a complex look at what Alyx has faced and what is ahead. Though the ending feels too tidy, this is an important addition to the small field of books featuring an intersex character.-Amanda MacGregor, formerly at Apollo High School Library, St. Cloud, MN

      Copyright 2014 School Library Journal, LLC Used with permission.

    • Booklist

      September 1, 2014
      Grades 7-10 Hermaphrodite. Ambiguously gendered. Freak. Alyx was born with male and female genitalia, and though her parents raised her as a boy, she has always known she's a girl. The only place she feels comfortable with herself is on the basketball court, but as she points out to her mother, she still needs to pick a Goddamn locker room. As she begins to officially transition to female, the change subjects her to severe bullying. Seeking escape and a fresh start, Alyx and her mother move to Milwaukee, where Alyx lands a spot on the girls' varsity basketball team, one of only two sophomores to do so. However, when a teammate feels threatened by Alyx's talent, she begins digging around in Alyx's past, with disastrous results. Birdsall doesn't shy away from the complexity of Alyx's condition, touching on the medical and psychological challenges she faces on top of typical adolescent trials, such as identity and first dates, thereby creating an unconventional character with whom teens can relate to and root for.(Reprinted with permission of Booklist, copyright 2014, American Library Association.)

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  • Lexile® Measure:700
  • Text Difficulty:3

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