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A Film in Which I Play Everyone

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A Film in Which I Play Everyone takes its title from a response David Bowie gave to a fan who asked if he had upcoming film roles. "I'm looking for backing for an unauthorized autobiography that I am writing," Bowie answered. "Hopefully, this will sell in such huge numbers that I will be able to sue myself for an extraordinary amount of money and finance the film version in which I will play everybody."
Mary Jo Bang's brilliant poems might be the soundtrack to such a movie, where the first-person speaker plays herself and everyone she's ever met. She falls in and out of love with men, with women, and struggles to realize her ambitions while suffering crushing losses that give rise to dark thoughts. She's drawn to stories that mirror her own condition: those of women who struggle to speak in a world that would silence them. Embedded in these poems are those minor events that inexplicably persist in the memory and become placeholders: the time she lied and had her mouth washed out with soap; the time someone said she wasn't his "original idea of beauty but something. / Something he couldn't quite // put his hands on"; the time she stood in indifferent moonlight on a pier as a cat lapped at the water. Tinged with dark humor and sharpened with keen camerawork, A Film in Which I Play Everyone stars Bang at her best, her most provocative.

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    • Publisher's Weekly

      July 24, 2023
      Bang’s cinematic ninth collection (after A Doll for Throwing) takes a tour of lived experience through a capricious lens that superpositions the familiar and the uncanny. With skillful introspection, she reflects on humanity’s selective hearing—“Who listens to anyone anymore?/ The straight pin’s a needle, no eye”—as well as the weight of inevitable loss: “In French, blessed is wounded. Shorthand: I am, therefore sorrow.” Elsewhere, she considers love—“what is love but a form/ of trying to see in low-light conditions?”—and the sanctity of experiences, “I treated anything I could see,/ no matter how transient, as if it were/ a treasured possession, a gift from a friend// who practiced time-space travel—always/ forgetting what life was like on earth.” Bang’s scenes intermix allegory, surrealism, and metafiction, resulting in a pastiche of philosophical discourse and hypnotic symbolism (“The air burned// like a curtain on fire. The fire kept going out,/ then being relit, a trick candle on a cake made of clouds”). Wry and invigorating, this resonant collection mollifies the need for certainty.

    • Booklist

      September 15, 2023
      Bang's riddling title, lifted from a witty remark by David Bowie, offers a clue to the cinematic nature of these sharp, surprising, intricately and infinitely intriguing poems. The camera's eye--zooming in and out, capturing enigmatic moments, odd angles, and puzzling juxtapositions--both supports and thwarts the speaker's attempts to reconcile with time. In mysterious scenarios, some culled from what our guide describes as "the chiaroscuro movie of my mind," startling insights are wrung from words, objects, and situations. Myths, literary allusions, dreams, the bible, physics, elegant obliqueness, and arresting directness all play in Bang's resonant metaphysical formulations. Bang is funny, surreal, inquisitive, incisive, and tough. Windows, mirrors, doors, curtains, a stage, space telescopes, storms, wildfires, "synaptic activity," psychotherapy, and psychedelics are all key elements. Here women are silenced; love is dashed. Bang offers crisp interpretations of what it is to be conscious and ourselves: "There is // no getting around the fact that each of us is / a world of our own." And of the perpetual struggle to survive: ""A weight kept being set on top of the base of being."

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